Sunday, January 31, 2010

The end is just a beginning ! ♥

Phewwww finally , time for updates about my life in the present. Enough with the past . hahaha . I've started working as a tuition teacher at some tuition school this month ,So i practically go to work every saturday . So i went to work yesterday and NO students came. LOL so i went out with my bestest buddy , went cny shopping with him . i went home around 5 in the evening . Took a quick shower and got ready for dinner with me family , after dinner , went out with my ex classmates and a few friends , im obviously , their shopping partner. HAHAH ! walked around the mall , see people everywhere like ohmgee . ughh anyway , the group consists of guys ONLY , ftw , so after walking around they DID NOT but anything then decided to go to cyber. and im like D; D: D: can i not go ? so , i call back up ! hahah thankfully , my honey was at the mall too ! thank GOD ! so i went to look for her instead , and the guys left . I went shopping with honey and michelle and her bf , so we walked till it was 10 and obviously , the mall also closing liao . So went over to sajian warisan , had lassi and had a great talk there .

lalalala, nothing interesting happen yet muahaha . then michelle suggest that we drop by sports cafe. The name of the place is really deceiving, it's actually like , a lounge/pub/bistro/cafe thingo . It was my first time there . The environment wasnt that bad. except that the people there who were singing , was screaming instead LOOL. we took a seat and then ordered vodka . and started playing some dice games , while mic's bf ordered liquor , and some guy just join our table like no one's business .. == and he talks LOUD too . gosh . anyway , we drank the whole night , and someone puke ! in the toilet of couse. yuckss. anyway , as the night went on singing and stuff , there was this guy , i kinda notice him when i went in , somehow CUTE ! ftw .. it was easy noticing him cause he was just sitting across my table . After a while , i caught him looking over a couple of times already , HAHAH , but i thought it was nothing , then HOR ! when i glance through , him and him friends were looking at me and he took his glass and did he cheers action . LMAO . At first i thought i perasan eh. == maaa. LOL

I looked at him and shake my head rejection his offer . He continued asking me , argh so i just agreed and drank a little . he smiled and continued singing his song . hahahah not long after the called me , this time doing the cellphone sign. LOL . i just looked and ignore . he called me again and i told him i didnt want to give him my digits , then one of his fren gave me thumbs up for not giving. LMAO ar ... Not long later , he wrote his own digits on a piece of tissue and passed it to me . lololol that was like the nightlight of the night . LMAO ar ... if felt like it was in the movies like that. == stayed there till 0230 am then headed home . Damn exhausted de lo . hahah alright ,



PEACE OUT ! muacks
P/S i haven't text him yet. LMAO

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Finale ~

~ Mr. Lucky ♥ HAHAH . still in good condition. :P

A week has gone by , ever since they said goodbye , Supergirl was at the mall with her brother till she saw superman there too. Hanging around with his friends , as soon as her eyes set on him , her heart felt as though it was gonna explode . It was hard , being in the same building with the person you were once in love with . Just looking at him , how she wish she was with him there . Supergirl took a deep breath and walked away but her eyes on him . As supergirl was walking , she kept thinking about that night , the night where she was wrapped in his arms , where their hands finally intertwined after so long . Reunited again .


Supergirl went home , with the image of superman's sweet smile in her head she thought to herself , mayb both of them are not meant to be together , after going through so much , things still remain the same , there's always problems , never ending problems , Supergirl kept on thinking till she finally decided to let go . It's the best and only way to move forward , Supergirl stayed with her decision. All there was , and all there is now remains only as a memory . :D WELL , I suppose that's the end of MY story ,


I guess , The main reason why i put my love life experience in words , was because , i wanted to let him know that he did make a really deep impact on my life , i wanted to let him know , i still remember everything that we both went through , i wanted to let him know that i miss him a whole bunch , but as i got to the middle part of the story , the purpose of me writing it all down changed , i wanted to quit at some point . Because , the feelings that i had for him started to fade , it felt as though i have no reason to write all this shit down , as though i've already let him go . Despite the fact i had second thoughts of finishing it . I did , I'm glad i did ,


Everyone has their own love story , and mine happen to be this particular one . I never thought of forgetting it . I don't think i will either , it doesn't hurt to keep a good memory right ? . Thanks a lot superman , (: thank you for showing me what romance is. Now i can happily say ,





THE
END
!

Friday, January 29, 2010

NINE .

So superman pick supergirl up right after her violin lesson then headed over to the mall , One of his friend was in the car , As soon as they got there , they went straight to the movies . Superman held supergirl's hand like he used to . Once again supergirl felt all safe with him . During the movies ,they cuddled and Superman took supergirl's hand , put it on his mouth and gently kiss it . After the movies , they went strolling around the mall aimlessly , but supergirl didn't mind at all , while they were walking around supergirl ran into her friend that she was suppose to go to the movies with , they talked a little while . Then said goodbyes , and it's time to say goodbye to superman's friends as well , cause it's time for some alone time for the both of them . (muahahahha)

As both superman and supergirl walked towards the elevator , superman held supergirls hand and asked about mr.lucky. (P/s there was a moment where supergirl intend to throw it out of the house. HAHAH! ) Supergirl took a while to answer him , but was still glad that he still remembers .
Went into the elevator , superman hugged supergirl from behind , just like how he used to . Saying , Supergirl , i miss you so much . I miss you , superman .

It's been so long since supergirl went for a ride in superman's car . Most of the things changed. Including the music that he listens to . There were a few silent moments while in the car , well , mayb it was because they haven't meet in ages or some sort . Things started to get pretty okay as soon as they reach the beach . Went strolling around for a while and sat down and started talking . Supergirl lied on superman's chest , just listening to his heart beat , and again thinking to herself , she's really lucky that both of them agreed to go on this path together again . After talking for so long , supergirl looked into the sky and realized that the sky that night was filled with so many shiny stars .

So she lied on supermans lap and start star gazing with him . Supergirl was having the time of her life . It felt as though they were never apart before . Supergirl placed her warm hands on superman's face and smiled at him . Supergirl thought to herself, he's finally all mine again . Though it felt like everything was perfect , like how everything was suppose to be , like how it was before , Supergirl suddenly felt like something wasn't right . Supergirl looked at superman and ask him what's wrong . Superman looked puzzled .

Supergirl : Heyy, what's the matter?
Superman : Nothing .
Supergirl : Come on i know there's something wrong . You can tell me . I'll understand.
(At that moment , Supergirl had a hunch that something bad was going to happen . But she told herself that she was ready for it .)
Superman : *remain silent*
(After much persuading ......)
Supergirl : Tell me tell me what's wrong . Do you want out ? Out of this ? Tell me .
Superman : I .. If i told you the main reason why i got back with you was to forget about star . (< remember i told you that she's just some girl ? yea, her . HAHA )
Supergirl : So where is this leading us ? Is there still an US ? Or what ?
Superman : Just friends ? Let's just be friends .

Supergirl didn't know what to think at the moment , She didn't want to go home . Soon enough , Supergirl started crying , She didn't know why did the tears flow out from her eyes down her cheeks to the ground . She thought that she was ready for this . Superman saw her crying and sat next to her . Superman took her hand and said to her , let me take you home . Supergirl refused , She asked superman to go home while she calls her friends to pick her up instead . Superman insisted that he brings her home . Supergirl still refuses , so superman asked where are her friends, he'll take her there . They got in the car , then superman started the car and started driving , Supergirl decide to go home cause it was already late and she didn't want to bother her friends , So superman took her home , drving uberly fast , supergirl didn't even bother using her safety belt .

As they arrived at supergirl's house , superman looked at supergirl , same goes to supergirl , This is it , Supergirl said to herself, it's goodbye forever this time . Supergirl asked superman for a last goodbye kissed and left the car . Supergirl watched superman drive away , knowing that he wouldn't be back . Supergirl entered her house . Wiping the remains of her tears in her eyes, took out her phone and text superman .

Supergirl : Drive safely alright .
Superman : I'm so sorry for cheating on you .
Supergirl : It's alright . Are you sure that i couldn't help you to forget about her ?
Superman : No , i thought it was possible in the beginning , and now i realize that i can't .
Supergirl : But we went out for only one night . How sure are you about that . But if that's what you want , it's your choice .
Superman : I'm so so sorry ,
Supergirl : It's fine. I love you .


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Thursday, January 28, 2010

eight

Couple of days later , Supergirl decided to end her so-not blissful relationship with oreo . On that particular day , Superman decided to get back with supergirl . Supergirl refused because she just ended her relationship on the same day . Superman told her if she's ready then they'll get together . Supergirl agreed . The next morning , Superman text supergirl.

Superman : Supergirl , I don't think it's a good idea for us to be together . I'm afraid that you'll get hurt again.
Supergirl : If you think that's what you want , so be it .

And again .... FEW DAYS LATER , supergirl's friend ask her to go to the movies , with a group of unknown people . Her friend insisted that she went because a friend of hers wanted to meet supergirl . She asked supergirl to bring a bring along . So Supergirl decided to ask superman to go with her instead .

Supergirl : Would you like to go to the movies with me tonight ?
Superman : Um, only the both of us ?
Supergirl : Nah , im going with a fren and a group of unknowns , so you wanna come ?
Superman : I'm not sure if i'll be able to go because i might have plans with the gang .
Supergirl : Alright then , let me know if you're coming .
Superman : Why not you join us instead ? I mean , ask your friend and her group .
Supergirl : Nahh . I don't think they would want to .
Superman : What about you then ?
Supergirl : I'll think about it .
Superman : Alright , Hey, can i ask you a question ?
Supergirl : Uh huh .
Superman : Could you give me a third chance ? I'm sure about it this time .
Supergirl : Are you sure ? I don't want things to end up like the last time . I'm really confused .
Superman : Yes i'm sure about it . So shall we ?
Supergirl : Are you really sure ? Are you ?
Superman : Yes i am , so are we on ?
Supergirl : Well, alright ,
Superman : So i'll pick you up tonight .
Supergirl : Sure , I'll see you later .













Wednesday, January 27, 2010

7

I've been thinking , i'll just finish this off

Aweek later , a group of friends decided to have a barbecue , It's was the same group that went to the birthday party , which means that superman would be there too . Supergirl ignore the fact that she'll be meeting him because she just wanna hang around with her friends . The sun went down , and everyone was still at the beach . After that group gathering , Supergirl didn't went to anymore with them . That was when superman was out of her life for good .

Supergirl moved on , was in a relationship with a decent guy . Let's name him oreo. LOL . So anyways , Things were going pretty well between oreo and supergirl . One day she recieved a text from superman .

Superman : Hey , can i ask you a question ?
Supergirl : Sure .
Superman : I heard that you got together with oreo . Is that true ?
Supergirl : *smiles* Yea . Why ?
Superman : Oh . It's nothing .
Supergirl : Why ? Is there something wrong ?
Superman : It's nothing , really .
Supergirl : Are you sure? Do you have anything to say to me ?
Superman : I want to win your heart back , But i don't see any way for me to do that .
Supergirl : *confused* Why would you want to do that for ? What about star ? (p/s , star is just another girl)
Superman : It's because i miss you . Let's not talk about her .
Supergirl : Hm , alright then . You take cares alright .
Superman : You too .

A month or so , things start to get a little rocky between oreo and supergirl . Well, it's actually something big , something supergirl never thought would happen . When Supergirl and oreo wasn't in a good condition , Superman was there for supergirl . She complained to him that they were having an argument . Three weeks later , things were still the same , oreo and supegirl argued about every little thing . Supergirl's feelings for oreo started to fade . Supergirl started to think about what superman said to the the past month . Supergirl thought that mayb they should have another shot together , a second change . Since the both of them still have feelings for each other . So supergirl decided to text superman .

Supergirl : Hey ,
Superman : Hey , sup ?
Supergirl : Was wondering , what do you think of us getting back together ? Are you willing to take the risk ?
Superman : Could you give me sometime to think about it ?
Supergirl : Yeah sure , just don't let me wait too long .





Tuesday, January 26, 2010

six

Five months passed , Superman never texted supergirl after that incident . Superman didn't bother asking how was she doing . One night , Supergirl was heading to a concert with her friends when she saw superman at a coffee house . Supergirl text superman saying , Hey ! i saw you . Hoping for a reply that never came , Supergirl and her friends then arrived at the concert , not long after walking around , Supergirl's friends went to the loo while she waited for them at the entrance , while she was there , Supergirl saw Superman , heading towards her direction , Superman didn't see her there . Supergirl didn't take her eyes off him , as soon as superman saw her standing there , he turned the other way round , but Friend pushed him forward , Supergirl felt butterflies in her tummy as superman walk pass her. Not even giving her a single glance . Supergirl was puzzled . She thought to herself what the hell was she thinking .

Few moments later , supergirls friend came back and find her looking upset . They asked what happen and tried to comfort her . As they went to their sit , Supergirl's direction was directly at superman . Supergirl and her friends didn't stay long because they know that supergirl isn't enjoying herself. They took her for ice-cream instead . Supergirl had a really long night with her friends that she went home exhausted .

The year was ending , and superman's collage was having their finals on that particular day ,
Supergirl remembered her promises to superman and text him good luck . Supergirl never expect any reply . But, this time , Superman replied .

Superman : Hey, thanks a lot !
Supergirl : Hey , no prob . I promised remember ?
Superman : Yeah , thanks for supporting .
Supergirl : You're welcome .
Superman : Goodnight .
Supergirl : Goodnight . Sweet dreams .

Supergirl was delighted to see Superman's text in her inbox again . Even though it was just a short conversation , but she still appreciated him for replying . It was the time of the year where someone's age increased . It was both Superman and Supergirl's friends birthday , violet . Violet invited Supergirl to her birthday bash at a chalet . Supergirl agreed to go , Friend was suppose to pick supergirl up after class . But he didn't show up . So supergirl headed home . As soon as she arrived , she recieved a text from superman .

Superman : I'll pick you up at the lobby okay ?
Supergirl : Huh ? What are you talking about ?
Superman : Err , Friend asked me to pick you up .
Supergirl : No wonder he didn't show up . But i'm already at home .
Superman : It's okay , I'll pick you up from there then .
Supergirl : Alright .
Superman : Will be there soon .

Supergirl was confused and wasn't sure what was happening but she was happy that superman was coming to pick her up . Superman arrived , and realize that superman has changed the look of his car already . It has been a long time . Supergirl entered the car feeling awkward at the same time , flash backs starts happening in her head . Superman and supergirl didn't really had any long conversations till they arrive their destination . Supergirl got off the car and separated with superman beacause he was with his friends , Supergirl then went to look for violet and went for a short swim with the birthday girl . As the night goes by , There was a moment where superman and supergirl had an alone moment together . They talked while superman played some music with his phone . After a few moment of silence , suddenly superman looked frustrated . Supergirl ask him what's the problem ? He answered nothing . The quiet moment didn't last long cause Friend came out with a few people and started making fun of both Supergirl and superman .

After the party , Friend and the gang decided to go to the beach . Supergirl had to follow because Friend was suppose to send her home . Supergirl had no choice but to tag along . Friend asked supergirl to tag along superman's car to the beach . Supergirl ignored and just entered Friend's car . Headed to the beach , supergirl went over to the swings while the others were talking about their own stuff . They were there for about an hour or so . When supergirl got home , she recieved a text from superman .

Superman : I'm sorry for being emo just now .
Supergirl : It's alright . What's the matter ?
Superman : It's nothing .
Supergirl : Really ? Was it me ? Was it because i was there ?
Superman : No , it's not . You think too much .
Supergirl : Well , whatever it is , don't think about it anymore alright (:
Superman : Yeah alright , i'm off to bed . Goodnight .
Supergirl : Goodnights , Sweet dreams .

Monday, January 25, 2010

vol . 5

A while later , Friend went in the car .

Friend : I send you home now okay .
Supergirl : But i can't let my parents see me like this
Friend : So where you wanna go ? I'll send you there and i'll pick you up later .
Supergirl : Just anywhere . Just pick up purple and just drop us somewhere .
Friend : Okay.

So friend drove over to purple's and purple suggested to go to one of the best pub and bistro . Headed there , Friend drop supergirl and purple off and said to call him when they need a ride home . Purple and supergirl got off the car and went in . Loud music were playing but they didn't really mind . Ordered their drinks and start talking . It was already the am's when supergirl got home . Supergirl then decided to call up Mr.F cause he was in superman's car that very afternoon . They talked for hours , when they hang up it was already pretty late. So supergirl dragged herself to the bathroom to get herself all wash up and ready for bed . As soon as she lay on her bed , she started crying again . Supergirl couldn't believe that it's really over this time . She tired so hard to hold on to this relationship , but nothing work out in the end .

It seemed as though superman didn't care about their promises anymore . It's as though Superman really didn't care about supergirl anymore . Everything shattered in front of her. All in one day , Supergirl kept replaying the scene in her mind where superman walked away from her . Still trying to find an answer for that . But it all didn't matter anymore . All that was once there before , it's now gone .

Sleeping only for 2 hours, Supergirl woke up and turned on her pc . Went to her blog , and read the post that she wrote especially for him . During their hard times together . Again , she was emotional . Ever since that day her love of her life broke her heart , Supergirl wasn't the same person she was anymore . She seldom talk nor smile anymore . Ate only a little , slept for couple of hours . Everything she did , reminds her of superman. Supergirl's parents saw her like that but didn't question her cause they know for sure , what had happen . They were always there supporting her . So did her friends , Months passed , and Supergirl was back to her feet again . Being herself . Happy, cheerful . It seemed as though she had forgotten all about superman .In fact , she haven't , she still has Mr.lucky with her . It's just that , she finally faced the fact that he's gone . Supergirl was glad with whatever that had happen to her . Secretly , Supergirl still thinks about superman now and then .



Sunday, January 24, 2010

f.o.u.r

That night , Supergirl had so much trouble just trying to sleep . Cause usually Superman will text her till she went to sleep . That night , things were so different and she felt as though part of her have been ripped apart . Supergirl couldn't take it till she burst out in tears and start crying , crying herself to sleep . The next day , Supergirl woke up and hastily went over to her table grabbed her phone to check if there were any text from superman . Supergirl was a little disappointed but she told herself that maybe superman was still asleep . So she went to the bathroom to get herself cleaned up . After a while , Supergirl's best friend named , purple , text her saying ,

Purple : Hey babe , how are you today ? Feeling better?
Supergirl : Hey , im still holding on . Still alive anyway , He hasn't text me yet. ):
Purple : Don't say that ! Please feel better soon alright . Maybe he's busy . Just wait a while longer,
I was thinking , why not we have a girls day out later ? It'll get your mind off him .
Supergirl : Probably , umm . Sure i'd like that . Thanks a lot purple (; xo
Purple : Alright then , i'll pick you up later . See you (; xx

Supergirl went to get ready , skipped breakfast and lunch . Still longing for superman's text . Not long after , purple came over and pick her up . Both of them went to the mall . Walked around just talking . Supergirl waited long enough she finally text superman , but then , Superman didnt reply her text . Supergirl was getting worried . She didn't know what was going on . She wanted to breakdown so badly , but purple was there for her . Comforted her , Suddenly supergirl's phone rang , it was a text from superman . Supergirl's frown straightaway turned to a smile . As she read the text , her frown was right back to where it was .

Superman : I don't think it'll be a good idea for us to continue texting .
Supergirl : But why ? It's just texting .
Superman : My mom said not to have anything to do with you anymore . And she mean it .
Supergirl : But i... love you . ): Don't you feel the same way too ?
Superman : Yes i do , that's why i'm doing what she's asking me to do . I'm protecting you .
Supergirl : What do you mean by that ?
Superman : Mother said that she want to confront you . But i wouldn't let her .
Supergirl : But i really can't take it that we're separated . I don't mind if we won't be able to meet like how we used to , or how often we communicate with each other . As long as i know you're there for me . That's enough for me . Just tell me that you're still mine .
Superman : I know that's how i feel too . But this is the best option for us now . I'm still yours darling , i love you . Hey i have to go . . Will text you soon .
Supergirl : I love you ! xx


Both purple and supergirl continued chilling at Starbucks. With supergirl feeling all better , purple felt relieved . The night went by smoothly. Supergirl still has trouble going to bed but she always manage to tug herself in . Two days went by and supergirl decided to bake cookies and make some sushi for Superman . Cause he once told her that he wants to try her cooking/baking . Supergirls mom took her to the supermarket to get all the ingredients needed and headed home . Starts baking etc etc , Supergirl text superman to drop by her house after class . Superman arrived at her place . She went in his car to meet him . Her eyes were teary to finally able to see him . She hugged him silently while a sad song was playing . Supergirl was at the brink of crying already , then superman gently kissed her head and brush her hair . Supergirl smiled , glad that nothing has changed between the both of them .

Supergirl said to superman : Do you know how much i've missed you ? I can't sleep can't eat . *pouts .
Superman said : I know i know . I'm so sorry that this unfortunate situation is happening to us . I can't eat and can't sleep too . Look at the bright side. I am here now right? Hugging supergirl even tighter .
Supergirl : Yeah . *closes her eyes to embrace the moment . Lying on his chest being able to hear his hearbeat again , she knew that's she's safe .

Three days gone by , Superman drop by supergirls place to return her containers to her . They didn't stay long because superman has to send one of his friend home and supergirls needs to go to her piano class. Supergirl bid goodbye as she see superman drives off . Straightaway text superman asking him to drive safely and telling him that she was really happy to see him again . But once again there wasn't any reply . Supergirl didn't ponder too much over the matter cause she was kind of busy herself . Hours gone by , yet not a single text from him yet. She texted him another time . Yet no reply , Supergirl was frustrated because superman never failed to reply her text . So supergirl decide to go out that night . Just to get her mind of this matter. She rang up on a few friends . Then one of superman's friend called supergirl

Friend : Hey , we're going out tonight . You wanna come ?
Supergirl : Huh? Is superman going ?
Friend : Of course , if not i won't be calling you now wouldn't i?
Supergirl : uhh *in a blur* right . But he hasn't been replying my text . Is he alright ?
Friend : Yeah of course he is . This was a really last minute outing . And he went to shower just now . So you in ?
Supergirl : oh , i see. *relieved* Does he know that you asked me to go as well ?
Friend : Da-uhhh i've already told him . So let's go you in ?
Supergirl : *smiles* sure .
Friend : Alright , i'll come pick you up in 60 minutes .
Supergirl : Kays,

Superman : Hey , im sorry for not replying your text just now . Was kinda busy with class and so on . How are you today ?
Supergirl : You got me worried ! I'm good. And you ?

Superman didn't reply again . Not long after Friend came to pick up supergirl , before entering , supergirl once again asked friend if superman really know's she's going . Friend said yes. So while both of them arrived , superman replied her text,

Superman : I'm alright , so have you had dinner?
Supergirl : *shocked* umm im already at the basement.


Supergirl was feeling so confused , it's as though superman didn't know that they were going to meet . Finally they meet up . Superman saw supergirl and walked away . Supergirl was surprised . She quickly asked friend , where's he going ? Friend said probably to the loo . Superman came back , walked towards supergirl and smiled. Supergirl felt awkward , she just smiled back . Superman remain silent while supergirl did too . Not long after the group began to walk . Towards to elevator , superman left supergirl walking behind alone while he walked with his friends , Supergirl text purple to tell her about her situation . Supergirl was having a bad feeling that something will happen . As they reached the elevator , they passed the elevator and went to the stairs , supergirl didn't enter because all of them were boys and probably they wanted to talk about something . Supergirl stood outside , being ignored by superman . Not long after , one of superman's fren , happy . ask her to go to the stairs , cause it's not good for her to be all alone outside. She walk towards the door to the stairs , pushed the door , she couldn't believe what she saw , superman lighting a cigaratte that was already in his mouth. Supergirl couldn't take it she ran out with a confused mind . Superman once told supergirl that he doesn't smoke and he knows that supergirl hates smokers , She didn't know why did superman did it. Supergirl start thinking as her eyes teared up . Supergirl was expecting to find superman behind her . She expect superman to chase after her . But instead , happy came out running after her and ask what happen ? Supergirl looked at happy and tears just rolled down her cheeks . Happy comforted her and said that he'll get superman for her. Happy came out with no sight of superman but with another guy . The two kept supergirl company while trying to cheer her up . Supergirl's mind was so messed up that she couldn't think . She text purple and told her what happen . Happy distracted supergirl from her phone and brought her for a walk . After a while supergirl felt a lot better but still confused , sad , emotional .

Superman and the gang was waiting at some juice stall , when happy and supergirl walked pass. superman and the gang just went down the escalator without waiting for them . Friend waited for supergirl and happy left supergirl with friend.

In the car .

Supergirl : Where are we going ?
Friend : They're going to dinner . And im going to send you home .
Supergirl : Why ?? I want to go for dinner !
Friend : Can't you see what's happening ? I don't want superman to be unhappy . He doesn't want to see you .
Supergirl : Then why did you bring me here ? You told me that he's fine with me coming .
Friend : He said okay . But i don't know why is he acting like this .
Supergirl : I don't care ! I don't want to go home . I want to get things straight with him
Friend : No you can do that some other day . Not today , Not now.

The both of them continued arguing till supergirl was sobbing her eyes out on the way home . Friend was pissed as supergirl so much that he stopped the car and yelled some senses to supergirl . And friend went out of the car and asked supergirl to have some quiet time to herself . She text superman and ask him.

Supergirl : What's going on ? What was that all about ?

Superman : I'm so sorry supergirl . I cannot take it anymore . My mother is harassing me not to be involved in a relationship . I tried studying but all my mom does is nag me about dating . I couldn't even concentrate on my studies with her bugging me everyday and everynight . I really need to get serious on my studies , but i couldn't do that with her pestering me. I'm really sorry . I think it's best if we break up now . Sorry .

Saturday, January 23, 2010

vol .3

I am backkk :D

So anyways , both superman and supergirl's romance went on .. One fine saturday , superman text supergirl after a game of basketball with his dudes , he said that he wants to see her and bring her for a car ride . Superman arrived not long after that . Supergirl got into the car all delighted to see him . As they drove around , sang along with the music that was playing . Meanwhile supergirl decide to pay her dear cousin a visit . The visit didn't turn out so well . Supergirl's cousin's automatic gate was in a haywire situation and her gate collided with Superman's new car . Everyone's expression was like =O! but thankfully it was only a small scratch . Both superman and supergirl then headed to somewhere quiet and peaceful . It was only the both of them . Supergirl then look towards her superman ,right into his warm, compassionate brownish eyes , his yummy looking lips smiling right back at her , she touches his rosy cheeks gently thinking to herself , how lucky she is to have found someone as loving as him . Superman then pulled her nearer towards him so that he could hug her then gave her a kiss on the forehead . While lying on his chest , just listening to his heartbeat , she told herself that if this moment lasts forever she wouldn't mind .

Day by day , their love grew for each other . It was on a school holiday when superman's friends ask both superman and supergirl to join them in a big outing . Superman went over to supergirls' and headed for breakfast . Supergirl didn't have a good feeling about that day . But she kept it to herself . Due to school holidays , Superman has some errands to do such as picking up is little sister from ballet class . So after they had their breakfast , superman headed right to the bakery just to get his little sis something to eat . Worried if she haven't eaten . Supergirl wasn't surprised by his doing because it was in his nature to be thoughtful . They headed off to the ballet studio . Superman then introduced supergirl to his little sis . They got along pretty well i suppose . HAHA . They stop by superman's place and then off to meet up with the group . As usual they went to the movies , etc etc . Later in the evening , all of them went to a resort . It's one of the best place to be . Superman and supergirl walked around on their own . Just having an awesome time . Before the sun set , superman got a call from his mother asking him to go home instantly . Supergirl wasn't really happy about it because they had to miss they sunset . Superman apologized but supergirl acted like a spoilt brat . Superman didn't take that into account but tired to comfort her . He succeeded , and he told supergirl that he has something to tell her . Suddenly supergirl's bad feeling from the beginning of the day came back to her . Supergirl hesitantly replied superman's text and ask him what is it .

Superman said , the reason why my mom called just now was because she says that she need to have a talk with me .
Supergirl : Well , what was it ?
Superman : She said to break up this relationship .
Supergirl:(she couldn't believe that this was happening) But WHY ?!
Superman : She said that it would have affect on his studies . But i really don't want to );
Supergirl : But is it possible to keep this relation ? i don't want it to end either ! );
Superman : I don't know . She was pretty serious about it . ); I'm so sorry
Supergirl : Family comes first . I don't want to come between you and your mom . Mayb it's just the best for us .
Superman : But i don't want to end this ! And i don't want to go against my mom either . I really don't want to.
Superman : I know you don't want to , so do i . But there's nothing we can do about it .
Superman : Will you wait for me ? Pinky Promise?
Supergirl : Pinky promise . Of course i will . I love you .
Superman : I'm so sorry , I love you.









Friday, January 22, 2010

vol .2

i've nothing better to do , so let me get on with the continuation ;D Superman already started his collage life. Locally of course. `

On their first date , when superman met supergirl , he smiled and walked towards her and held her hand with his warm hand and led her to the elevator , superman took supergirl to the movies . The movie was about Love matters , well that's the title of the movie . Eventhough superman watched that movie before. He accompanied supergirl and watched it for the third time. After the movies , superman brought supergirl to the furthest beach in the city . Just to watch the sunset together . sweet huh ? ;D anyways , after the sun went down . Superman took supergirl for dinner , They had a really good talk together , get to know each other more . Before they realize , it was already quite late and supergirl had to go . Reluctantly , Superman and supergirl smiled and bid goodbye , the night went on with texting . Just plain conversations about each other .

Two days later , superman took supergirl on another date . But this time it was different because his friend just came back . So they were on an outing and superman wanted supergirl to be able to join his friends . They went strolling in the mall , both of them , hand in hand , side by side all the time . It's as though both of them were in their own worlds . They came across babies section and start crapping about their future kids , Superman told supergirl that , if our first kid was a boy , he must learn how to play football . Because superman was a fan of M.U . Supergirl said to him that if it's a girl she will have to learn how to play the piano . But they never figure out the names of their kids . This time , the night ended with a warm hug and a peak on the cheek . AWWW ;D

The next day , while supergirl was still asleep , she heard her phone rang . It was a text msg from superman , it says , Supergirl , would you like to go out ? Supergirl was like of course i do . when ? Superman replied , i'm outside of your house already . Supergirl literally jumped out of her bed and look out of her window and saw her superman already outside ! she told him to wait for her to get dressed up . Finally , she went out to meet him . Still feeling all jumpy and blur , supergirl kissed him (: . It was as though she was dreaming . She was smiling the whole day thought . Supergirl ask superman why isn't he in class. Superman replied that he's class got canceled and he's taking her to a friends birthday party .

The week after, Supergirl's friend invited her and her superman to have a double date dinner with her on friday , which was 2 days away . Supergirl asked superman if he wanted to join them . He said he's okay with that . Friday came , and superman told supergirl that he couldn't make it . Superman told supergirl that he's already out with his friends. He apologized . Supergirl was mad at him because he didn't tell her earlier that he couldn't make it . Then superman asked if supergirl wanted to join him and his friends instead . He insisted that she goes and he said that he'll pick her up in fifteen minutes time . Supergirl was reluctant to go , but she got ready anyway and waited for superman . Ten minutes later , Superman told supergirl that his friends didn't want him to pick me up . He says that he's really sorry . Supergirl was really confused and pissed at the same time . After ten minutes , Superman text supergirl to come out from her house . She did as he says and she went out and once again saw her superman waiting for her outside . She didn't know what to feel at that time . She entered his car , and he explained to her that he wanted to surprised her and tell her that he's sorry that he couldn't make it to the double date dinner . As he apologize he took out a soft toy , and chocolates as an apology . Supergirl was in awe . She felt bad for being mad at him . They made up after that , kissed goodnight and bid goodbye . And both superman and supergirl nameed the doggy mr.lucky. He's part of us now .

i shall continue later . hahahha cheers ;D









th love story

Once upon a 21st century , there was a guy and a girl . let's give them nick names shall we ? well , the guy would be superman and the girl , supergirl .

These two significant knew each other since they were in primary school . Nothing interested happen then , they didn't really communicate with each other much . As life goes on , the two of them went to the same high school , but still things remain the same between the both of them , just greeting each other if they passed by .

But things changed during the last year of high school . Superman was interested in one of supergirl's good friend . Her name was , pink (: . So pink told supergirl about superman . At that time supergirl encourage the both of them to be together because pink really liked him and superman was really into her as well . Things were going fine between the both of them . pink kept supergirl updated about the two of them . And so did superman . That was the only time where supergirl and superman had a decent conversation . Obviously enough it was about him and pink . With supergirl being the middleman , she knew everything that was going on in both pink's and superman's mind.

As months go by , things we're still going on between the two of them , just a few months before the biggest school examination , superman finally asked pink out . Supergirl was so excited for the both of them . Pink dragged supergirl along with her to the movies . Pink was having mix emotions . Which was normal . Supergirl brought a date along so that she wouldn't be the odd one out . As soon as the movie starts , superman and supergirl planned to lure pink to the other side of the room . So that they can have some alone time . Pink texted supergirl all the way throughout the movie . And after the movies , we had a little chit chat about the whole day while superman left first. Not long after, all of us went back .
As weeks past after the 'date' between pink and superman , there were some issues between them . And eventually , they never got together .

After graduating from high school , pink left for collage far away from where we are . Meanwhile , superman and supergirl met up at a birthday party . It was already six months since they last met up . Supergirl wasn't happy at the party . So superman accompanied her all the way through . He made her feel so much better . It's a though it were only the two of them there . As you can tell , there were some connection between the both of them that night . As the night goes on , it eventually came to and end . Superman bid good bye to supergirl . Supergirl thought it was the end of it , but it didn't matter because she had a great time . Not long after they departed , supergirl recieved a text message from superman , asking if she was alright and if she had a good time . She didn't know what was happening to her. She wondered if she was falling for him . It all came to her as soon as she read his text , she smiled . So they continued texting till the am's .

The next day , Both superman and supergirl decided to give themselves a chance , it seemed as though they had so much chemistry between the two of them . A few days later , they went on their first date . And this is where the real romance starts . So embrace yourselves !

To be continued tomorrow ;D stay tuneed.









Thursday, January 21, 2010

i've reached the end of my happily ever after /

had the best time of my life just now , the whole scene is complicated . but as i look at him in the eyes , my heart melted . it took my breath away . it's been quite sometime since i felt like that . i cant believe that you're all mine again . hearing your heartbeat, lying on your chest looking at the stars with you . i couldnt ask for more.
tho that moment lasts only for a moment , but im happy with the way things ended . it's sad that we cant be together anymore . but im glad that things are crystal clear now . it's my queue to wake up now . my dream just came to an end . time to let go and move on . i believe i can do that. but not at the meantime . ;D i still love you .


P/s i wont forget out memories together

Friday, January 8, 2010

just realize that i aint over you. thinking of you is like. being in my happy place. but, what does that mean? omg.

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

as i promised darling, im gonna blog about our date yesterday. we went to the movies with her and annother two guys. we were kinda late. it was my fault tho. then darling kena bomb 99. HAHAHAH sorry == anyway, after the movie we went for mcD. just the both of us. woowoo ! lols. we had happy meal. lols, and a toy car too ! so both of us decorated our cars by sticking stickers on it before eating. lols. macam sakai. hahaha. anyway, after that we went to marina bay. stayed there for quite a while. talked about stuff you guys shouldnt know about. muahahah. headed over to toys world . and we have ourselfs tamagoqi's im not sure how it's spelt but... oh well... and then dinner at that ba kut teh shop thingy.. ughh had a really full dinner but.. that'll be the first and the last time for me. lols. had a really great time with her








BIG FAT SIGHHHHH.

hahaah guess what ! im backk. it's 0125 am now btw, just a thought that has been bothering me. idk what should i do actually. should i actually end it or just see how far it could get me. but there's these mix feelings for * . oh god. im so confused at the moment. i dont wanna hurt him. but i dun wanna go on like this forever either. there's a secret within that i cant tell . and it's so difficult. is it a phrase or something else ? all i wanted is a decent relation, nothing more !