Won't be updating anytime soon , temporary out of service (:

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BEEN ADDICTED TO THIS D:


P/s i don't remember this picture being displayed ==

Do you know what you want

You know the moment where you know what you want , and you really want to get what you really want ? Eventually , we will get what we want , but in our own different ways , as soon as the end of our fingertips touch that particular thing . There is no words to describe the happiness we feel , the joy and satisfaction . But after holding on to it for a while , we start questioning ourselves , is this what i really wanted ? and soon come to realization that the thing we wanted and had , did not serve the purpose we wanted it for .

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So many things i want to say , but it all sums up as ; sad , heart broken . (U)
I can't pretend that everything is alright when obviously it's not .

For the sake of updating D:

How you like my nerdy specs ? :O Had a really long day yesterday , i think i went out for like 12 hours . Was extremely exhausted when i got home . Lols , Went to the airport to say goodbye to baby ): then headed over to calvin's place . Sdo like mad lo . Haix he keep jio me ler . RAWR , you wait you . hmph i haven't practice nia . Muahahha .Anywhooo . Hours later we decided to have dinner at fratini , Been a long time since we had pitza . So we went to parkson to buy our tickets first then met yin ming at fratini then . Guess who i saw there. ZOMG ! @itszMelo . HAHAHAH .Talk to her for a for a while only . Then food came . The pitza wasn't that good . :O mayb we didn't order the right one . Oh well , it wasn't enough for the three of us then we ordered spaghetti . It's was soooooooo yummy . I wanted a second round but , no one wanted to share with me == so i had to pass . Argh , so we finish up and went to yin ming's place for a while . Then , to the movies ! Watch knight and day , starring Tom cruise and Cameron diaz , it's just an okay okay show , both the main actors so old liao . No kik . hahahha . Headed home around 11 . Lazy to elaborate any further .

PS , going back to fratini for the spaghettie SOON ! :O

Btw, i think we should have a group name lah ! hor ? lols

two.

I know it has only been two months (and counting) , but , i've been through so much with you . In good and in bad times , I would like to take this opportunity to thank you baby, for everything that you've done , and for always being with me and for me (:


Happy 2nd monthsary boyfie ♡

looking forward to the next one and
the next next one and the
next next next one and ...
you get the point . I LOVEY YOU ! :*

I'm not trying to make you feel worse ,

In life , we often need to make choices , big or small it all makes a lot of difference , Sometimes we tend to make the wrong decision which at that time seems to be the only option . But if you do think back and rewind , you could have made that other decision and things would be different , but it doesn't matter anymore because what's done is done . I've just came to realize that , I wasn't your first priority , Seems to me , i've been always put off when it comes to family , like they say blood is thicker than water . So be it , i think i have yet to start getting my own priorities straight , and be stern about it . I'm not blaming you for anything dear , it's just that i've never came across that kind of situation where i'm left all alone by someone so dear to me . That particular senario , could have made us fall apart , it also made me understood you a little more . Nevertheless , i don't blame you for leaving me . Because , deep down inside i know you felt awful too . But things had to be done and choices to be made . You can't satisfy both sides , and i understand that . Sometimes you just have to let go , let go for a while .